Falling up

On my run today around Greenlake, with the blue sky and birds as my backdrop, I fell. Caught with my hands out... glad I didn't land on my face.

This isn't the first time I've tripped in front other runners, and most likely will not be the last. With a running career that spans over twenty years, I'd say I do it atleast twice a year. Atleast. But as I got up and going again, this may be the first time I've ever reflected on falling in other parts of my life.

Falling is not failing, but quite often I find myself focused on one thing, and then, without warning, I lose focus on that and turn my attention to something else. I fall out of focus. And what happens next? I'll tell you. I end up with all of these unfinished things that I have to reflect on and then figure out how to complete.

As the lyrics, "I get knocked down, but I get up again..." played on my ipod (it couldn't have been better timing) and my latest struggle to stay focused on my to do list on my mind, it occured to me that I tend to fall and get up again on most of the things that I do. I suppose this happens to most everyone. However, there are those amazing individuals out there that can set a goal and accomplish it. Period. They just do it. They don't let anything stand in their way, they don't allow set backs to slow them down, and they can see the finish line no matter how far it is in front of them. What blows me away with this special group of people is that they typically accomplish their goals fast. I wish I could do that.

I set my New Year's Resolution today on my run. After the fall. I decided that, even though it's late in the month of January, I will no longer let myself fall. Falling is no longer an option. I will stay focused. I will see the finish line. I will accomplish. Okay, not in everything... if I went that big I'd be too overwhelmed. I am going to start small. There are two goals I have that I really need to accomplish this year. I am going to focus on them. Once I have succeeded in doing so, I will then set my sight on the others.

Let's be realistic here. I am a faller. I can't tell when it'll happen or what shiny object may trip me up, but it will happen again. My New Year's Resolution mindset merely will allow me the freedom to keep it small and maybe this way, I'll get further. We shall see if it ends up to be true... and I invite anyone reading this to join in and give me their thoughts. It's an experiment of falling up.

One Year of Networking

Amazing is the only word I can use to describe the support out there for small business owners and woman entreprenuers. Networking, though hard sometimes to force myself to do (because I so easily work by myself), has been a huge asset to my little company.

It's been one year since I first launched my company, Bloomsies. (Happy Anniversary to the Blooms!) I remember laying in bed and thinking how it was all going to work out. I wondered if there was a market for my little bouquets. I was nervous that it wouldn't take off, that Bloomsies would fail right away? Would people get it? But then, I was nervous that it would take off too. What if I was too busy, too soon, and I couldn't keep up with the demand? How was my pricing? Is the product good enough? Should I make it better? What about shipping? Is it to expensive? What about money, did I have enough to begin a company or should I get a loan? Did I have time to give this company what it needed to grow? I felt like Alice in Wonderland; big, small, confused, unsure, confident, and not so much. The questions of the unknown mixed with the full spectrum of emotions that had taken over my being, they kept me up at night... and they still do.

I decided to reach out. I found Ladies Who Launch and Facebook.

How I found Ladies Who Launch is a funny story, really. My girlfriend had handed me a brochure the summer before while we were walking through downtown Snohomish, and I had kept it in my portfolio of business cards, mainly because it was pink and white polka-dots and I had quickly read it as "Ladies Who Lunch." (My favorite color is pink, I love polka-dots, and I wondered why ladies, who didn't know eachother, would want to meet for lunch.) In November I came across the brochure once more, and took a closer look. That night, I set up my Facebook account, started developing a website, and I goggled Ladies Who Launch. In January, I finally made it to my first LWL meeting, finding the women in this networking group to be both engaging and inspiring. With new-found support and wisdom from the women around me, I no longer felt alone and scared, but for the first time, was feeling like I was part of a team.

In January, I joined the Snohomish Wedding Guild. Then with my Valentine's launch on Etsy, February brought a suprise write up on Bloomsies. Followed by more LWL meetings, and in March, Bloomsies had finished runner up in a radio contest that was celebrating woman and small business. Bloomsies made its debut in the Seattle Women's Show and then had a good showing at a show in Snohomish. I hired a business consultant and started working on my online presence. In July, Bloomsies celebrated 600 fans on Facebook! All this while finding BNI and so many other networking groups in the Seattle area. It has been a wonderful year of growth.

At the beginning of Bloomsies are my friends Erik and Alyssa. My support team who helped me in realizing my goals and actually kept me on track while I was launching Bloomsies. Then there are the women I have met through Ladies Who Launch, whose successes encourage me to stay focused and work hard everyday...even though my life has taken on a busy that leaves little extra time to attend meetings. There are my friends and family who continue to cheer me on, and then there is me. Often I am my own road block, and I find it hard to network or reach out to that support. Even though, throughout the year, my most successful months have been when I was out there... networking.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR SUPPORT!

Find Bloomsies on Etsy at http://bloomsies.etsy.com/ or at http://www.itsbloomsies.weebly.com/

Balance

I went to hot yoga yesterday. Reflection. With my instructor's soothing voice in my mind, I try to free myself of other thoughts. Focus on the form. Focus on the breathing. Focus. Hold it. Focus. Lost it.

This year the kids activities, their school, my home, family, business and daily workout goals, have me so busy that sometimes I find myself losing my balance.

What is the answer?
Can I do it all?
How do other people do it?

If you know the answer... I am listening. I am ready to find the answers.

Wasted Time or Hidden Inspiration

I am a blog searcher this morning. It is for work... not just for pleasure. I can't say how many I've read, but I've been up and reading blogs for about an hour. Another early morning that will knock me out by three this afternoon making me wish I was still drinking coffee (I gave it up last night). A decision I'll probably need to rethink.

For now though, I am fine.

There are many interesting people online, writing about interesting things. Today's findings are mostly sexually themed. One woman describes her vagina as a book (I guess it will soon be a published book). Another woman finds herself through intimate acts with different partners. And the third that stands out to me claimed that she is a woman, but in my opinion, through her words I totally read MAN (don't ask me why).

While this is not what this morning's blog search was supposed to drum up, my goal was to find blogs that would connect to my Bloomsies business, I am smiling. I truly enjoy the fact that people take a blank page and write about themselves. I always tell my kids that "There are all kinds of people in this world. Don't judge. It makes our world go round." And... I have lost my focus.

I don't get it. Sometimes I am so focused and find what I am looking for. Today, however, if my blog search is any indication, may be a long day of aimless wandering. It happens. If nothing else, this morning's blog reading has inspired me to make an entry of my own. Which hasn't been done in quite a long time. We truly must celebrate inspiration when it hits and not waste it, right? Well, I think it just did! I think today might be the day to get my bachelorette Bloomsies made and online...and I may choose another day to give up coffee.

Here's to happy blogging!

Summer Vacation

While working on a Bloomsie for a mom-to-be on my son's baseball team, I started thinking how with the end of this season, summer is here. Wow, a school year flies! Imagine it. We start in August with school supplies and new clothes. The sleepless night filled with anticipation before the first day back to school finally arrives. The backpack is packed with labeled goods, the first day outfit is laid out on the end of the bed, new lunch boxes sit quietly in the kitchen ready to be filled with the first of--what?--180 lunches?!! Tomorrow promises to be a day of smiles...we get to see our friends again! We are tan (hopefully) and excited for routine to begin again.



I did say "We." The first day back is not just for the kids. As an active mom involved in the PTA, classroom and library, I am just as ready to see my friends too! No, its not that I want to get rid of the kiddos for six hours a day so that I can catch up on my work once again, or get into a regular workout schedule, or simply take in some silence (although these may factor into my excitement to some extent), rather it is that I love to see everyone again. But now I've gotten ahead of myself. I was talking about the quickly approaching summer vacation.



There are three things that I know we will be doing this summer. A short trip to the East coast to visit family, a lot of playtime, and volunteer work. Emphasis on the VOLUNTEER work. We haven't decided on what volunteering the kids and I will be participating in yet, but the opportunities are endless online which is very thrilling. I failed to plan any camps for the long summer days and after the last few afternoons with fighting kids, I am almost regretting my procrastination. Almost! Secretly I have devised a plan to keep them busy, having fun and learning without knowing it. Ha ha! Whether it is working with Habitat for Humanity, the local library, or creating our own Kids Care Club, my kids will be will be learning that they can make a difference. I can't wait to see where this summer adventure takes us, but I'll keep you posted.



Let the routine with flip flops and sun screen begin!

Let's go!

Back in the swing of things. I think.

Today Bloomsies has a meeting with a marketing consultant. A brilliant idea really, why didn't I think of that?! Hopefully there will be answers to the many questions I have and maybe it will feel like moving forward is just a step in that direction!

Wanting to check out Bloomsies? www.itsbloomsies.com or www.bloomsies.etsy.com (New Organic Cotton Blooms recently listed!)

When busy takes over...

It has been over a month since my last blog.

What's been happening?

I've been getting ready for another Bloomsies show. Its this Saturday in Snohomish, Washington. http://www.itsbloomsies.com/

I've been running... a lot. Trying to get in competition shape again. I think I may give the XGym a try, just for kicks.

I've been working on the house, trying to find my spot in the networking world, working on the art at my kid's school, and watching a lot of baseball and softball games.

So basically, its just been busy for me lately. I still have a fabulous list of vendors that I am planning to share with my readers... its coming... sooner than you think!

Have a great day!

Steph